A Perfect World
I seem to have lost my ability to dream. Why? I guess because I fear that my dreams will never come true. I'm afraid that dreaming, or wanting anything means that I have to do something about it. I'm currently immobile, paralyzed. I can't say I'm depressed because there is no dark cloud enveloping me. I know the difference. I just can't move forward. I'm afraid to get out of my comfort zone. Now, I've figured out a way for me to start dreaming. I'll just think that the world is perfect. If it is, then everything that I hope and wish for will come true. So if the world is perfect, I want to be happy. I want to have a stable job that I'm passionate about. One that gives me hundreds of thousands a month. I want to provide for my family. I want to have my mom retire. I want to be the family breadwinner. I want to travel all around the world with my son and family. I want to go to South Korea and shop for skin care and makeup! I wan...